SHE DOES KNOW JUST HOW MUCH IT MEANS AND DOES NOT MEAN,…
I don’t know if she knows this is her I am sure that she does now however. This was drawn with GIMP (GNU) and the details of why I drew it is apparent. LUST. Problem is I can’t deal with hypotheticals at all not when it comes to things that are at least symbolically kept in our chests. This all the same does not change the now problematic situation of having once again walked away from something that could have meant love for me.
I have posted these before I believe. There is no way this message will get through. It is really hard to find this page unless you know about it or, know the secret links in the blog.
I know she can not see the beauty I see in her or feel it like she should but you do all you can.
Having done pictures of her before I have had the time to conclude that I need to push her as the IDEA away and out of my head. Not being able to move on for myself does not keep her from doing so.
I am afraid it will take a while for the insides of me to be ready to start early and work late. While the outsides of me can not stop.
IF YOU ACTUALLY EVER SAW HER EYES YOU WOULD KNOW HOW CLOSE THIS IMAGE REALLY IS,…
This is a combo between the idea of her as a grown up and us as younger folks. This place my imagination must stay because of commonality issues.
This would be closer to the real woman then the comic strip character I drew of her. This set of images, the comic set, will be published later on in my life or after it.
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